I understood you
From the moment you said goodbye
I laughed so loud and long
That I started to cry
What begins with thunder
Ends with a soft lonely sigh
I guess it all makes sense
When the parade passes by
I called all my friends
To tell ‘em I needed no one
I howled all night at the moon
Till I got burnt by the sun
Told myself I felt good
In truth I wanted to die
Some of us act like fools
When the parade passes by
I saw a man hit someone in the face
Just to take away their dignity
I saw things standin’ in the wrong place
That no one had a right to see
So I clenched my jaw
And disappeared without a trace
My race had been run
I finished last in this human race
You understood me
Got it right more than someone else
So I put you in my will
And I left you my house
Although I didn’t own itj
It’s the thought that counts
I hear that it made you cr
But at least you’ll think of me
When the parade passes by
(C) Frank Howson 2021
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Jun · 29
Everything’s black
Except for a spot
Some people are laughing
The critics are not
They stare at their watches
And not at your show
And then before your best scene
They quietly go
Everything’s wrong
With our you know what
There isn’t an ending
And barely a plot
The writing is patchy
And the cast all miscast
It’s first in the lifeboats
We’re going down fast
And I’m caught in the spotlight
Tonight I’m a falling star
And when it’s so over
I’ll be found in the bar
Trapped in the smoke and the small talk
Alone in my mind
“Well, what did you think of the show?
Forget it, I’d rather not know
Just pour me drink
Don’t say that you think
Why must the curtain come down again
On every show?”
Opening night
And the locusts descend on the feast
The scenery falls down
But it can’t kill the beast
The straight man is funny
And the clown wants to die
And the chorus of dreamers
Are learning to cry
And I’m caught in the spotlight
Tonight I’m a falling star
And when it’s so over
I’ll be found in the bar
Trapped in the smoke and the small talk
Alone in my mind
“Well, what did you think of the show?
Forget it, I’d rather not know
Just pour me drink
Don’t say that you think
Why must the curtain come down again
On every show?”
One more closing night
And dawn comes on time
The butler’s been questioned
For Joe Orton’s crime
My gypsies are waiting
So begin the beguine
Once more I have stumbled and mumbled
My way through the final scene
And I’m caught in the spotlight
Tonight I’m a falling star
And when it’s so over
I’ll be found in the bar
Trapped in the smoke and the small talk
Alone in my mind
“Well, what did you think of the show?
Save it, I’d rather not know
Just pour me drink
Don’t say that you think
Why must the curtain come down again
On every show?”
(C) Frank Howson 2021
Photograph by Raija Sunshine
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May · 08
Here’s to the women
Who gave me nothin’
A peck on the cheek
And a lifeless hug
Sayin’ “We must do this again”
Like I’m some brainless mug
Out on a limb
They know I can’t swim
And so I drift
And drift
Until the next one comes along
To give me nothin’
In exchange for a song
Leavin’ me to wonder
Where I’m goin’ wrong
Here’s to the women
Who gave me nothin’
One hand in my pocket
And one on my heart
Promising this is goin’ somewhere
But always playin’ a part
Out in the rain
I’m goin’ insane
Floatin’ downstream
To who knows where
I might find somethin’
Or nothin’ at all
Or a wonderland of feelin’
Where tides rise and fall
Here’s to the women
Who gave me nothin’
Who say they want love
But just crave attention
Sayin’ “Don’t call me, I’ll call you
One day when I’m on the pension”
(c) Frank Howson 2020
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Oct · 31
Love requires patience
Life takes time
But how long must I wait
Until the Gods make you mine?
Nothing makes sense
Until you don’t need it to anymore
We miss our golden chances
We take the wrong door
Wish I lived inside your heart
To know your joy and pain
To learn what makes you happy
And what brings you disdain
I’ll love you till the end of time
And in that other life too
No matter what the ups and down
I’ll be true to you
You were the people’s princess
And on every stage you starred
I never deserted my mission
Although the nights were long and hard
So many have stood in our way
And ran our ship aground
They put our hearts in chains
And sold our flesh by the pound
But you can’t put a price on magic
No assassin can freeze its breath
For love knows no seasons
And can not be stilled by death
(C) Frank Howson. 2020
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Sep · 08
I saw a future. Or perhaps just a dream. A city where rats the size of dogs scurried along streets, growing stronger feeding on toxic waste. Crowded sidewalks filled with beggars begging beggars for a crumb. Or some leftover soup. Or a new messiah.
The billionaires were safely living in their gated, climate controlled glass domes, inventing wars, viruses, and new political puppets.
I saw Satan on the news channels every night. He is a very eloquent speaker and seems like a cool guy to hang with. He has everyone conned and no doubt thinks we’re fools. But we don’t care anymore. And therein lies the problem. He hasn’t defeated us. We have. We are suffering from the deadliest virus of all – apathy.
I’ve sometimes wondered where my life will end? In the gutter, in a mansion, or on a plane suspended between two places? Between here and there. Near and far.
At school we were brainwashed with our teachers’ political beliefs, assumptions, approved view of history, religion, regrets, and frustrations. They have groomed us to live the same disappointing life they’ve lived. Sing c’est la vie.
My heart is wearing out from the residue worry of things I don’t even clearly remember anymore.
I do believe that God sends us signs. And the other day I passed one that said, “Eat More Cake.” It spoke to me. Although I felt sad for Marie Antoinette who lost her head saying much the same thing.
My refrigerator has been talking to me about conspiracies. It told me it knew who killed the Kennedys, but said my life would be in danger if it informed me. I thanked it for caring about my welfare and turned in for the night. At the Godly hour of 3am I was awakened by the pillow whispering in my ear. It told me it knew who killed Anthony Bourdain. I told it to “Fuck off!”
(C) Frank Howson 2020
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Aug · 25
I think I was wounded a while ago. Around that time you said goodbye. I remember it rained as if on cue. But you hanged me on every word. I guess I had it comin’. You see, I believed in you. And once a man opens his heart like that, the high noon train pulls into town. Someone must’ve telegraphed my vulnerability to near and far, and the resentful saddled up. I think I might get shot dead, right here on this street where we first kissed. Under that deceitful moon. Will you shed a tear for me? Will I even be missed? Was I ever noticed? Tell me it ain’t been for nothin’. Tell me I’ll leave a mark. I guess we should’ve had kids for that, but you were rarely allowed out after dark. How did I get cast as an outlaw? How come I’m always on the run? I remember being a sweet faced boy who only ever wanted to do right. I hope they don’t shoot me in the back. That’s a coward’s death. I want to stare them down. Way down to hell and back. Want ‘em to know what I’ve been livin’ with. Want ‘em to know I know who they are. Sorry, but time has hardened me. I told you I could change. But you wouldn’t commit, would you? I told you to jump and I’d catch you in my arms. But you didn’t trust me, did you? I guess you’d been wounded too. So here we are on Main Street of some dusty shithole backlot town. We both deserved more than this, ending up in a B grade cowboy movie. I could see you as Joan of Arc. And me as Mr. Chips. Ah, what a pair we’d have made. But Central Casting had no imagination and fucked us up. Y’know I’d have laid down my life for you, just so you could walk over me. How’s that for a loyalty not found in all those thieves who stalked your doorstep? I’m gonna have some words to say to God when I see him later today. Why did he torture me by sending an angel and then cutting off my arms? We were just two poor kids thrown together, and saw something of ourselves in each other’s eyes. Maybe I lost myself in you. That’s why you grew stronger at my expense. And if so, I don’t regret it. For I cared more about you than myself anyway. And as the clock strikes twelve, I’ve grown as wise as the servants, and as gentle as the doves. Having said that, there’s a train to meet, my love, so I’ll just leave it here and say farewell.
(C) Frank Howson 2020
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Aug · 05
Today
I looked at the sky
And wondered why
Nothing makes sense down here
We judge people on shades
And not substance
We fall over ourselves
To worship idiots
We stay too long at parties
For fear of going home with ourselves
To the same room
Tomb
We live and die in
We put on a happy face to answer the door
But can’t sustain it
It’s easier to go out
Than let anyone in
I used to be a fast runner in my youth
Because there was always a clear finishing line
Now
I run from things
And just keep going
I miss getting a tin medal
Though
And applause
And hugs
It’s lonely running from something
You don’t understand
To somewhere you may never belong
So I prefer to run in circles
Some tell me that’s a waste of time
But isn’t that life?
Today
I looked at the sky
And wondered why
(c) Frank Howson 2020
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Jul · 15
I was too wise to see
What everybody else knew
To spite you I outsmarted me
I fell in love with a brand new you
She talks like you
Walks like you
Does everything except
Think like you
Everything you’ve been hearing
Is true
I fell in love with a brand new you
Now what do I do?
Let’s wait and see
Will the same ending be true?
Leave it up to me…
(C) Frank Howson 2020
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Jul · 04
It was a normal day
Like any other
Knee deep in chaos
And calls from his mother
George Romero had just flown back
A big game hunter who’d gone off-track
With a reputation of some renown
He caught a taxi into town
He’d come a long way on a wing and a song
The driver took a right but something was wrong
But George was dreaming with
His eyes wide open
Without the knowledge
Of what he needed then
George Romero’s destination
A pressing office obligation
Now just a shadow of his former self
Employees worried for his health
But neither George or friends
Knew what laid in store
Within the waiting room
Just behind the door
The day George Romero met Boom Boom Gecko
Is still talked about in hushed tones
The gossip mongers picked the bones
Of every sincere act
The first thing that dies is fact
Hounded when push comes to shove
Hypocrites wiped their feet on their love
Now Boom Boom Gecko
Was a Sydney beauty
A former door girl from
The Club Tutti Fruitti
George fell headfirst for Boom Boom’s charms
Some say he landed safe in her arms
Others snigger about the lonely wife
Who George fled from to save his life
Now he has found what he’d been looking for
With a girl like Boom Boom who could want for more
There’s a poet spewin’ up words
He can’t pronounce
And a sweet young chicken
Hawkin’ her ass for an ounce
A religious prisoner
Gets a knife in the back
And free falls as slowly
As Jack Kerouac
The day George Romero met Boom Boom Gecko
Is still talked about in hushed tones
The gossip mongers picked the bones
Of every sincere act
The first thing that dies is fact
Hounded when push comes to shove
Hypocrites wiped their feet on their love
(C) Frank Howson 2020
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Jun · 26
There was a window
In the chaos
When you looked at me
Confirming my existence
And it all seemed right
Across a semi-crowded room
Of nothingness
And recycled opinions
Based upon acceptable misinformation
And yet
I saw something real
And in that brief moment
We beheld truth
Sometimes it’s the words
That get in our way
And cloud what’s true
Always keeping us at a safe distance
With a funny line
A trivial story about something
That means nothing anymore
A recalled memory of a time
Now lost
And misremembered like a scene
From a movie
The further we drift from it
The more romantic it becomes
In our mental scrapbook of lies
Rewritten so many times
That it becomes easier to live with
These are the things we do
For self-preservation
If the world disappoints
We create another
And then another
Until we find ourselves
So far from home
We can never navigate our way back
Alone
In the dark
Eventually someone will come along
To smash all our delusions
And we will hate them for it
But they are in fact our saviour
Humbling us
Relieving us of our baggage
So that we can travel light
Into the pure existence
Of our eternal soul
Where words are no longer necessary
(C) Frank Howson. 2020
photograph by Vanessa Allan.
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Jun · 05